A Fake Love Story

I loved you, I thought you loved me too.
But now I see.
It was all just a lie.
A stupid farie tale.
You never truley loved me as I loved you.
We had a fake love story.
Now I see, it was never ment to be.
You and me, we should never be.
You and me, we were a fake love story, you see? 
You left me with out a warning.
You took my heart, 
my love, 
my hope, 
my everything.
How can I forgive you after all you've done? 
It's like you killed me, 
on the inside.
I can't belive this happend.
I can't belive your gone.
But it's true, 
You will never be mine again.
I thought you would never hurt me.
Oh, but you did.
But you shouldn't fret over it my love.
For I would rather you be happy then I.
To see you hurt would kill me inside.
What you've done to me can never be undone.
You've hurt me more then you know.
I couldn't bare to talk to you after what you've done.
So don't even try for I won't speek...
Don't worry soon I will be gone.
Gone from this earth.
My exsistace will be demolished.
I do not deserve to live, 
I do not deserve to walk
I do not deserve to breath.
I deserve the fate you have brought apon me.
That fate is death.
Your the one who did this to me.
You killed me inside, 
so why not just end the suffering? 
Kill me now and take me out of this misery.
The pain of not haveing you in my arms, 
Of not having your love, 
your heart, 
YOU.
This is way to much for me to handle.
You crumpled up my heart, 
And put it through a shreader.
Yet you still chose to hold it, 
You won't give it back.
I have no more room to love, 
For I can only love you.
Because you still hold my heart in your cold wreched hands.
All we had was a fake love story, 
It was never real.
It kills me knowing that your gone.
Gone from my grasp.
And out of my reach.
I awate the fatful day that we will next see eachother, 
for then and only then
is when I will see if I am truley
OVER YOU.<3 

Jaley Willingham